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Sunlight. [Feb. 7th, 2010|01:36 am]


Like the first sunlight that touches the ground.
The rays that shines right in your eyes, blinding you and your thoughts for that very moment.
and in your mind there is this pure white blank of beauty. 
The captivating moment, when she turns around, stills his heart, clears his thoughts. 
and in the very next moment, something new begins, a new start, a new day.
The very effects of her smile, touches everything. 

I've been missing literature of late. 
there have been many things that i have been missing, that i have let go of. 
the days are so hectic, and rushed, and full to the brim. busy.
and there hasn't been much time to stop, think and regret.
but when the night comes, and all you're left with is the thoughts that you have pushed aside during the day, and the regrets that have been left untouched. 
in these few moments before sleep comes knocking, is the few worst moments of my day. 
there are many things that i still wish to do, but there is no time for it. 
and there are so many things left unsaid, but i have no right to say them. 
after all, who am i to talk of such things?
i think, i have not much of a sense of selfworth, and i can't help but feel that this is stopping me from progressing, but when the sunlight comes, and the next day begins, there is not much time again to ponder over such things. 

and once again, my posts seem to drastic, dramatic and depressing. 
haha if she were here she would have given me two tight slaps across the face. 
Wanting has always lectured me about my depressing posts, oh well. 

maybe on a lighter note, i have been catching up with some korean drama.
something better to occupy my time with. 
i think i have always envied the girls in those dramas, to have someone to hold on to, and to care for. 
i guess when you're beautiful or hot, those things come natrually. 
where as i'm just a genderless thing. 

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(no subject) [Feb. 2nd, 2010|12:53 am]


Hear me Whisper. 
 
He could feel the dust on his eyes, the heaviness of his head. The small wind, whispering tiny whimsical muses in to his ear, tossing his hair and brushing his moist cold lips. He couldn't catch what the wind was saying, but even with his eyes closed, he could feel the sparking stars shining down on him, and the taste of salt in the air. 
 
It was cold, it was time when the white faded and gave way to the fresh budding greens on which he now lay on. Frozen icicles seemed to have burnt into his skin, biting trails down his cheeks. 
 
With a final whisper, crystals pelted down, dancing merrily as they hit the soft earthen ground. Like an unwinding toy, time seemed to slow down for him. His breaths coiled in the cold air. He could hear the cogs winding, slower, slower, inching towards a complete stop. 
 
To be thrown away, to be unwanted, the thoughts broke through him. Breaking his heart, crumbling his soul, and all that is left is a vessel, hollow, unmoving, unable to do anything to stop the freezing cold that scorched his cheeks. He couldn't feel any of the remains of all the kisses that he had shared with her, couldn't feel the warmth pressing up to him, the tinker bells that rang whenever she laughed. It all vanished when had she left. 
 
With a last loud roar of impatience from the calling wind, the rose blossoms that bloomed upon his wrist withered and the petals dissolved into a red mess, only to return to the ground. The wheels stopped spinning, and the he finally gave into the sand man. 

He loved her.
but she didn't love him back. 
 
END
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CRYING RAIN [Jan. 31st, 2010|07:47 pm]



Satoshi-san! <3 
the whole Girugamesh craze came back to me.
OH GOD I LOVE THEM :D
and Satoshi with his bad boy image, with his heavy deep lyrics, is actually a small boy inside :D


Satoshi: Yeah, it goes well with alcohol. I like the foods that go well with drinking, even though I don’t drink.

JRR: You don’t drink or you can’t drink?

Satoshi: I can’t drink.

JRR: Why is that?

Satoshi: Um…

ShuU: He’s still a kid.

Satoshi: I don’t like the flavor, and I get drunk really easily, so I don’t drink.

JRR: You don’t smoke either, right?

Satoshi: Yeah, I can’t stand the smell.

Яyo: It’s a fragrant smell.

ShuU: For him, out of “sex, drugs, rock’n’roll,” he can’t do any of those.

(Group laughter)

Nii: Oh that’s so true!!

ShuU: If we consider tobacco as a drug, that is.

Satoshi: Cigarettes, alcohol, women, none of those… wait I don’t know about women.
(Group laughter)

Well no comment on that for now. I don’t smoke or drink

AWWWWW <3
better not do anything that hurts his voice though.
HIS GODLY MYSTIFYING ENRAPTURING VOICE. 

started to download their PVs. 
my god, it takes a shit load of converting to put them into my ipod. D; 
but oh well its worth it :)

 
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Yuzu - Itsuka (PV) [Jan. 31st, 2010|01:20 pm]

the snow.
haha playing in the snow with your best friends seems like fun.
such a cute endearing song.

Some time again,
When there is a moment where you just can't help feeling lonely .

No matter where you are,
no matter what you're doing,
i'll come running to your side.

:)

Only listening to them because Shuu and Satoshi was singing to them. <3
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Damn. [Jan. 15th, 2010|10:12 pm]


The first illness of the year. :( 
its kind of a routine thing to catch the first flu bug every first month of the year. 
It all started with a sore throat and a headache on wednesday night. 
The headache was so bad i couldn't do my work, and went to bed early that night.
Wanted to wake up early to finish it for submission, but woke up with a high fever. 
38.5 degrees D; 
Too tired and worn out to do anything, spent the rest of the day in bed.
Went to the doctors, came back and slept some more. 
the medicine made me really sleepy, been taking tons of naps.
now my throat is still killing me.
its kinda scary to see blood in your phlegm.
took a day off today, fever finally went down, but i'm missing out on a ton of work. D; 


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Pushy [Jan. 8th, 2010|09:48 am]
I have finally resigned to the fact that my diary is missing.
i swear i'll get a new one.
but i really loved the black, soft cover, and vintage paper notebook.
The things i write in there are melodramatic, and all sorts of depressing.
If anyone finds it, please don't read it, it'll only prove to make you feel as dark i did.

Though my problems seem so small. 
the feelings are just to much for this little body of mine.
its like a container spilling over. 
over flooding, and i just don't want to move on.
because, i'm stupid.
but he is already gone.
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The clock moves on, and another year has gone by. [Jan. 1st, 2010|07:28 pm]
HAPPY NEW YEAR :) 
ITS THE NEW YEAR.
THE DAWN OF A NEW START. 
WHOOTSSSSS~! 
time to start a new page of my life, and to get a new daily planner :) 

since its year 2010, i'll have 10 new resolutions! :)

1) I AM GOING TO BE A BETTER PERSON. ( i swear i am)

2) Is going to stop being indecisive. 

3) TO ACHIEVE A 3.5 FOR GPA! (make my mama happy :)) 

4) To be a better friend. :)

5) To find someone who could love me more than i love myself. 

6) To loose weight! i wanna be a 44 baby <3 

7) To reduce procrastination 

8) To be more independent 

9) To pay more attention to the people around me. 

10) To be more open, and touch as many people around me as possible. 

I love you as much as i did last year. 
I am going to do my best, to improve myself in every way. 
xoxo. 
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【MAD】Lucky☆star OP + KH2 [Dec. 18th, 2009|02:24 am]

this will be the last time man, shit i love this soooonnnnnggggg <3
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Lucky Star OP Live Action [Dec. 18th, 2009|02:21 am]

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. anyone wanna dance with pompoms with meeee? xD
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Money PButlant [Dec. 16th, 2009|12:02 am]
If only money would grow on tress, and then i could harvest them. (like farmville)
So i'll be R-I-C-H.
Then i can buy many many things.
Like the GIANT blue doggie soft toy. :)
its sooooo adorable.
and HUGE.
I also want the booties in topshop. (they're reallly realllllly comfortable too D;)
but URGH.
imma search bangkok for something similar!



But actually. i'm not too keen on the traveling bit.
one, THE PLANE MIGHT CRASH.
two, I DON'T SPEAK THE LANGUAGE
three, I MIGHT GET LOST!
four, I MIGHT GET ROBBED!
five, THEY HAVE NATURAL DISASTERS THERE RIGHT?!
six, CAMP IS DURING MY TRIP D; D; (and i wouldn't miss it for the world!!!!)
seven, MIKE FROM NUMBNUTS WILL BE SELLING KISSES ALONG THE STREET ON THE 18TH WHEN I'M AWAY! (for charity of course! for the sprit of giving this christmas. :D)

ADHSAJTW#$(&@QWR FHAEF.
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the gazettE-Filth in the beauty PV [Dec. 15th, 2009|11:47 pm]

headbang and dreadlocks <3
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FOOD! [Dec. 12th, 2009|05:27 pm]
i'm so guilty. D;
been eating a TON.
just made tuna kimchii soup. :D
and ate salad.
and now i'm CRAVING for more.
Macha latteeeeeeee.
instant coffee.
STEAK WITH CHEEZE. HOMG.
i see the fat rising on my stomach. and since holidays are here....
what better than to spend all my time BASKETBALL-ING 8D
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Cold. [Dec. 7th, 2009|06:29 pm]
i feel like my own stalker D8
have to find photos of myself to print for filming.
D;
and its freezing in the labs.
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what to do with you? [Dec. 7th, 2009|01:47 am]
Yeah,
You're walking down a road that i can't go.

-Mayday Parade.

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Moutain. [Dec. 2nd, 2009|10:14 pm]

- Danni Shinya Luo.

There is this cool after rain feeling.
And its making me feel sleepy, and really drowsy.
Working endless nights for projects.
Thank goodness there is a one day break. :)
Back to work tomorrow though.

Everyone is flying off.
i'll be lonely till its my turn to.

but all i wanna do right now is to take a nice long nap on your lap, and soak up the warmth.
curl up like a cat.
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I have always wanted to do fine art. [Nov. 30th, 2009|09:40 pm]
I love watercolor!
i've always wanted to be a fine artist, but i guess not );


Danni Shinya Luo:



(i love love this! :D)

Glenn Arthur:


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:) [Nov. 30th, 2009|12:01 am]
Because when i think back,
i can only remember the happy times.
:)
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Ehhh? [Nov. 28th, 2009|07:31 pm]
i found a ton of bruises all over my legs, and honestly, i can't recall ever getting them!
Where did they pop out from?!
They don't hurt when i press on them though. :/

THIS HOLIDAY, i plan to at least: GO TO THE ZOO, ICE-SKATE, BOWLING, WILDWILDWET, THEME PARK, MOVIES!!!!!! LETS DO THIS! :D
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Cold toes. [Nov. 28th, 2009|05:26 pm]


My dog's sleeping on the chair next to mine.
Sometimes i wonder if she's a cat instead of a dog, she jumps up onto the dining chairs, and sometimes naps on my legs.
She's sleeping on my toes now, making them all warm and toasty. <3
She accompanies me when i do my work, and stays by me when i'm alone at home.
She's so cute. :D
LOOK AT HER HUGE POINTY EARS!!!! 8D
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Evon's 17th, finally :D [Nov. 27th, 2009|11:12 pm]


Its finally Evon's turn to celebrate her birthday~!
Its early but never the less, happy early birthday :D
Finally turning soon.

Had lunch with the rest at orchard central<3
hahaha it was super filling, and not to mention awesome.
it was the first time down at orchard central, it wasn't much though. :/
nothing much to see, and the clothes they were selling there was nothing short of weird.
hahaha but whats important is the company yea? :D

Then trekked down to Plaza Sing, where Peiling and Huimin tried to dash into the President's house. HAHAHAHA.
Then went to buy POPCORN and STARBUCKS.
And yep, TOFFEE NUT FRAPPE WAS AWESOMEEEEEE. <3
(i'm craving for more)

Then headed down to Kovan to grab some CDs!
CHICK FLICKS BABBBBYYY <3
Got "Its a boy girl thing" and "Wild Child"
AND I SWEAR! "ITS A BOY GIRL THING" WAS SOOOOO CUTE!
And oh gawd is KEVIN ZEGERS hot or hot. (he kinda looks like Zac Efron)
The story was so sweet. (Jiaping and I were SQUEALING at the ending, no joke)


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